FINALLY......

Finally come to the last day of 2009....
conclude tis year is reli a meaningful year for me...
althought included sadness things...
but i had put it down...
av things ady passed...
i bcame more strong then b4...
thx somebody to make me more strong and tough....
life v fall and rise will bring us
forward and growth....
tis year i realize of it..
in here...
i nid to thx my mum...
bcos she owes encourage me,
to look toward
b brave to faced any problem
......
new year..new hope...
happy new year....
going to genting later...
for countdown....
lol...
ALL THE BEST IN NEW YEAR!!!!

GONE@@

Gone...
time was gone....
FLaSHBACK....
wat i hv done in tis precious holiday??
travel...faced computer...
faced hp...shopping...
not a meaningful holiday...
today is christmas...
stay at home!!
but at nite...
my house gt open christmas party...
lolx...
i wan eatttttttttttt....
1 week..1 week more....
holiday may b end up....
form 5 lesson may b start...
WELL>>.>>
hope....

Finally..
i passed my computer test..
now learning motor..
i 'm going to take motor licence...
hope i can pass it oso..
GOOD LUCK to myself...
lolxx...

It is ntg!!@@

No any ppl can manage my life...
no ppl can order me to do anything..
unless my parent..
and when i grow up ..
i go for work ..
the oli one can order me is my boss...
and somebody who inside my heart...
(but stil haven appear la)..lolxx..
OMG>>>
today monday ady...
tmr tuesday...
so nervous ar.....
i scare arrrrrrrr...
but i still need to face it...
although the result is bad..
is oso need to accept it..
rite???
so far..
holidays stil leave 2 week more...
next week..
all my tuition class going to start...
my bz life going to start...
sad case!!!

I cant control wat u wan to do and wat u wan to say...
but i can control wat i need to listen and wat should i do...
izzit...@@
lastly...
i m here to wish somebody..
he is YOK CHIN...
happy birthday to u..
may all ur dreams come true...
have a nice &fun day...
lolxxx..
ALL THE BEST...

Jz bck from A FAMOSA...
i reli felt tired...
but cant slip...
....
A FAMOSA...
the water world not fun...
compare v sunway lagoon...
sunway lagoon more fun la...
cos A FAMOSA most of the game oso for child...
we bought a lot of food went there
for our dinner"steamboat"...
!!delicious n abundance!!
like it...

finally.
i met xin ni last week...
went out yam cha..
chat abt 2 our..
we went..
..my taste kopitian...
a lot of ppl there..
and we met an old fren..
YONG JING..
is oli can said he bcame fat jor..
haha....
now..
not feeling well..
going to sick...
!!!

MY MOOD^^

am i a happy ppl??
i don think so...
i kept a lot of thing inside my heart..
nobody know wat i m thinking...
nobody know wat i wan...
i hope i wil have a good listener..
but no...(mayb i no ez to trust a ppl)...
a lot of ppl cal me open up my heart..
but definitely difficult for me...
after i came bck from taiwan..
i duno y i suddenly felt lonely...
i felt moody...
i hate tis feeling...
i definitely don like it....
but i cant control it...
i pray to b a strong person...
i pray to b a happy person....
but said ez la....
....
holiday....
no any plan ady...
ady no mood for shopping...
no mood for think abt tat...
^^good job....
WELL..
i m reli lucky....
bcos of...(i relize it earlier)>>>
ytd i felt surprise
cos a old old fren cal me
although we long time no see
but she stil no forget me leh...(touch leh)
when i saw her name on my ph
i shock eh...
cos she is having STPM now...
so i wil felt shock....
XIN NI>>>
-she is a good listener for everyone...
-she know all ppl as well....
-when i go out yam cha vf her...
after came bck i wil felt relax...
cos she wil help me solve any problem
tat i faced....
-she look so fierce(but don let her look cheat u)
haha....she is very sampat de...
-is she..let me know a lot of thing..
-teach me a lot of thing...
i m reli proud to have tis kind of fren...
she is only the one i trust....
she is only the one i nid said thx to her....
she is only the one i love so much...wkk...
few years ago..i almost lost tis kind of fren..
but finally i didnt lost ....
i believe in fate....
thx god for give me the good 'present'..
...
today i went to wenzye's house...
to take the present for her...
i jz wana to say...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to u..(although ady late)
although we r not good like B4...
although i ady changed skul...
but...i hope we r stil fren...
and hope u wil be more confident
and smile owes....^^
i ady put down all the thing abt tat...
i could not felt sad abt tat....


1 more day...
november wil end up...
new month is coming..
merry chrismas is coming..
1 more month...
new year coming....
i reli hope the time wil stop here....
but i know i should look toward...
many thing i nid to think arrr..
many work i nid to do arrrrrrr....
trouble arrrrrrrrrr......
especially...(ntg la)
....
WELL...
hope my mood wil b good tmr....
hope hope hope hope.............

TAIWAN TRIP>>>
HURAY!!

Our g@nG...!!

i like she...she so cute..haha...

behind us got penguin....hehe...

At the bus sang K....haha...

Vf my mum...

my family!!

i went to taiwan 8day...

included happiness n sadness...

happiness is a lot of thing to eat n buy...

avday shopping...enjoy....

sadness thing...

my dog(rocky) passed away...

lolxx...during tis few day i ady tot a lot of thing..

i was clear what should i do...

I oso duno y i wil keep thinking it...i should stop it..

cant make it til deep...lolxx...

b4 i bck tat day...

me,my sis .hui ern and her sis..

we 4 ppl at hotel chat a lot of thing..

so funny ..haha..

i reli admire ern...she is so brave..

she was siad out all her feel to 'the person'..

it is reli good...haha..

if 4 me,i sure keep all the thing inside my heart...

appear a while n suddenly disappear...lolxx...

19/11/2009

Jz bck From my primary skul...!!..
today UPSR result come out...
CONGRATULATION to my bro...
he was satisfied his result..haha...
I met many teacher..
Jz can said..the time passed so fast..
Last time i oli is a primary student..
but now ady FORM 4...
and my form 4 lesson ady end up...
!!!!!
Tmr going to TAIWAN...
a good trip 4 me...
for me
to think ..
to relax...
i hope i can know how to,
solve all the problem tat i was faced..!!
hope i wil be clear when i comes bck....

16/11/2009...

H@pPy birThD@y to YAU ROU FENG...

-a playful girl among v all..

-smile owes><

-a active girl...

haha..

we celebrated v her ytd..

At AEON -green box... main character>ROU FENG<

small cake..full of wishes..hehe

their family member...hehe

vf ROU FENG!!!

All my CRAZY FRIENDS....lolxx...
[rou feng.nina,man tat,calvin ,kay wei,carmen bennett,chee tha
siew chin,chaer ye,wen hui ,]

after that..went to see movie..
2012..nice movie..
til 8something...
den went to eat....
den went bck...
10something oli bck til home...lol..
1st time late bck...but fun....
....
Friday coming....
Exited..
TAIWAN...i'm coming....
haha....
Tmr is the 1st day Of SPM..
good luck to all my frenzz....

Forget All the sadness...
look toward of the future!!
AlL my FrienDs...
Let's put the PAST bEhiND us!!!

matter...

Y hv a gal talk like tis v a boy???
ytd...
i heard sumthing....
he is
no confident...
his look...like so serious...
but..
actually not...
lolxx...
anyway...
hope he can think positively....
N...smile more...^.^

Be glad ,and your fren are many...
Be sad ,and you lose them all...
...
Rejoice, and the man wil seek you...
Grieve ,and they turn and go..
...
Feast ,and your halls are crowded...
Fast ,and the world goes by....
...
Succeed and give ,and it help you live...
but no man can help you die....
...
I like tis few sentences....
from'O' level book..lolxx...

Oop..
Final exam had finished...
but i felt more scare...
cos next year form 5..(facing SPM next year.)
>>A+..A..A-..<<
new arrangement 4 SPM..since tis year start..
when i knew it...i felt stress...
cos.. A+=90 above..(tis is far apart from me) ..lolxx...
2009 SPM coming soon...
hope all form 5 stn can get a flying colour result...
ALL THE BEST>>>

Holidayzz...
Good luck for all the PMR student....
After PMR is my final exam....
I should start my revision..but....
Ytd..i got my sejarah tips..
OMG...
a lot ahhhhh...
I hate sejarah...
tat is the most difficult sub 4 me arrrr...
Last time i not satisfied my acc result..
i think i must improve tis sub....
My acc teacher.."MR..."
owes make me confused in acc..
when he start teaching...
our class "4 ARTs"a lot of stn jz wil do 1 thing...
tat is slip.......Zzzz...

Early in the morning...i woke up earlier...
i tot wan study...but finally i didn't touch my book...
Today...moody...duno Y..
mayb is exam coming soon...
but b a human being..
life is a trip..
study n exam is tat we must going to travel....
so..try my best ...!!
hapiness is depend on me...
my future is oso depend on me...
WELL..
I wil try to make my life more fun...
I must owes remind myself...
..TIME IS PRECIOUS...
...treasure anything wat i have now....

Enjoy my secondary skul life...
cos..after exam..less meet to fren...
And next year..
is the last year we study together...
I must appreciate our frenship...

心情

我的未来到底是怎样的呢???
是梦? 是明亮??还是黑暗???
我真的觉得好模糊....
考试即将来临了..还没开始准备(糟糕)...
时间一秒一秒的过去..
真希望时间可以永远得停留....
可以回到过去...
回到属于我的童年...
回到快乐得时光...
人不是应该往前看吗??
但我为何一直往后看呢???哈哈...
现在的我豪无目标...
只想在明年的SPM 考到好成绩（不知能否做到）哈！！
就这样在新学校已经快10个月了。。。
开心与不开都发生在这10 月内了。。。
开心是因为我认识到了朋友。。
我也变得更加勇敢，更加坚强。。。
面对任何事都不会慌张了。。哈哈
不开心的事就不在提了咯。。。哈哈。。。
反正都过去了，就因为不开心得事。。
让我更勇敢和坚强。。哈哈
就快要结束中四了。。。
年终考试快到了。。为我加油吧！！

刚才在facebook参加了心理测验。。
结果是。。
--你平時自我保護的動作蠻明顯的喔。
因為心理隔了道牆，所以你不隨便和陌生人打交道，
也不會主動跟人哈啦，甚至也容易因為對方的輕浮或是小玩笑而面有慍色，
讓人感覺你不好相處。只是相處時間久了，
你的心房漸開，反而讓人直覺你是最罩得住的朋友。--
。。蛮准的咯。。哈哈。。


夜已深了。。。
好静啊。。
还是那句。。。
愿每个明天会更好。。。

TiS fEw DaY...

Last friday is EXTRA Holiday 4 HARI RAYA...
I went to BUKIT TINGGI JUSCO..
v my klang's fren(all n funny)..
1st time v them go out..
feel nicely..haha..
Total hv 13 ppl...
reached there den straight away went to Green Box...
after tat...we all went to cinema...
watch ugly truth(I m under age)
luckily i still cn went in..haha
9.00 pm...went bck...
1st time so late bck..haha..
waiting 4 beneth father
to fetch me n rf bak banting...
thx so much yahzzz....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In d morning 1.30am oli slept...
7.00am woke up...
sms..walked around my house area...
feel ...........???

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today is Hari RAya...
public holiday..
a lot of ppl go 4 travel...
unless me...T.T
jz stay at home.....
Thursday start skul...
haiz....

Jz nw go ate breakfast...
i saw XIN NI(a long time din c d fren )
miz her so much...haha...
wish her all the best yazzz...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

我越来越模糊了。。
不知该做什么了。。
不知下一步该怎么走。。。
不知该如何面对。。。
不知心理的感觉是如何的。。
是我想太多吗？？
.........................................

SEPTEMBER

tis winnie d pooh..so cute leh..i like d most...haha

thx FUN1,,,JIA NI...CALVIN>>>>>>

tis cake...bought fron my family...haha...

Ytd...1 of sept...is my bufday...
I go to skul as usual...
but tis year was happy den B4...haha...
when 29/08/09 was celebrated v my family..>hapi<>
bought at same shop(secret recipe)..wkk
Anyway...in here..i wants to ..
thx my family..relative...
and all my fren....haha...
but i m dissapointed of sumting......
I wil try to 4 get it...........

september was started...
still hv 1 more month want to face
my FINAL EXAM lolzzz....
haiz....hope the time wil stop here..
n nvr go on 4ever................

I was took my result...
not satisfied...
hope nxt time wil b better.....+u+u..haha
d day after tmr..xin ni wan start her trial exam...
hope she can get pass v flying colour n nver
dissapoint....haha...

ALL THE BEST!!!

Count down ..........

Before MERDEKA day...I went genting 4 count down..
there was a lot of ppl...



I like tis moment...haha

Aug was end up.............

Normally...

My 1st Acrylic picture had done...
thx 4 my teacher patiently to teach me...
i like tis pic so much...haha


nw drawing tis pic...haven done yt...
ugly ah..


Exam had finished...having holiday nw...
no fun 4 tis holiday...(cos of H1N1) haha...
But...today...
I went Sunway Pyramid ..n...Summit...
I had bought the bedsheet of Winnie The Pooh...!!(nice)
Go Summit 4 buy NIKE shop to buy
NIKE shoes n Nike bag 4 my bro...(he very like nike's thing)
Such as a sheme..d NBA star-Kobe's shoes had finished..
so jz bought casual walk's shoes...
haha...

1 sept ...my birthday..
no excited...duno y...
jz hope my mud wil b good..haha..

Today..woke up earlier..
thinking of someone...
wkk...
continue nxt time....

感触的心情

说好的幸福呢 ？

你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

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你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

。。。。。。。。。。。
幸福的颜色到底是什么呢？？
我不清楚。。
一个人过着一个人的生活。。
一个人独自分享自己的快乐和悲伤。。。
一个人吃着一份午餐。。
一个人想着一个人的事。。
一个人独自望着属于自己的天空。。
一个人坚强的生活。。加油。。
感触。。。

Nice dayzz...

Yes...exam finished..hurray....
last paper Moral...luckily not very difficult...(still ok 4 me..)
tmr i m going 4 travel(Pulau Redang...)~d place i like d most...
I like d sea...very clean n beautiful...nicezzz....

but after exam..result come out...haiz...
tis time exam result sure bad...
cos i din study properly...
i feel uncertain of my future...
don think so much lol..
after 2 year jz think....haha...
enjoy my holidaysss....wkk..

tmr go travel reli excited leh...haha..
avting haven prepare yet...

i had ting clear of avting...
now..my life bcm more happy...
don think so much..tat is a good method...haha..
i wil enjoy my life...
today i m sot ady...
keep laughing,,,....hahahahaha...
mood so gud...wonderful life....
excited.............................

today din go 2 study..cos add math...
very happy but very boring...
ntg do...tmr last paper 4 exam...haiz..
d stupid skul..dun arrange d time properly...
make me tmr no ppl fetch..
cos of dragon boat festival...haiz..
wana stay at skul long time...
haiz..hope can take faster go learnt drive..
n take lesence.abo do wat oso difficult...
Angry angry....................

suddenly think out xin ni...
long time din meet her...
oso no contact v her..
cos i know she bz 4 d exam...
still got abt 5 month++
she wana facing STPM le....
muz play up...
hope u at STPM can get gud result 2 give ur mum c yahzzz....
and take k urself lolzz....

考完历史了。。轻松多了。。回到家，只想静静的。。

虽然说是轻松了。。可我真的觉得轻松吗？我不知道。。。

心理仿佛压意这好多好多不开心得事吧，。。。

好久没真正觉得开心了。。或许两年后的我才会真正的快乐吧。。。

我总觉得好累好累。。。我所有不开心的事都不知该往哪丢了。。。

人真的好。。。呀！！

或许我真的应该检讨我自己吧。。。

当我改变了。。或许已经来不及了。。。

我会坚强的忍下去。。时间会冲淡一切一切。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Exam Day

today i had exam economy paper...paper 2 got many duno hw 2 do..
and no enough time...haiz...sure take bad result le....
2day i had bck earlier...
tmr exam perdagangan(d sub i hate d most) lazy study....

got something make me not very happy..
but reli duno wana hw 2 say..
i jz cn "ren"..i wil give patient....
jz cn say..dun like tis le...start chg nw..
hope..........................................
continuous nxt time......

Monday start exam...(tat sub i hate d most)~bm....
but tat is most important sub in spm...
haizz....jz try my best...
exam 11 day..include sat....(d time so long)
-hope can faster pass...
today friday le...still haven start revision...die~.~
reli no confidence in tis time d exam...
jz hope i can get gud result in sej...

today go skul...ntg do...
dam brg...our skul...
4 science...reli very cooperate...
(all stn didnt come)haha...
all at home "pia"...

so miss my family member leh...
especially kitty n wenzye...
i miss kitty voice..haha...
haven custom no ur voice beside me..
haha...
Good in d exam yah...
hope cn pas v flying colour result...
4 all d crazy family member..
~kitty~
~wenzye~
~shan~
~gabriel~
~ying~
~purple~
hope frenship 4 ever....
wana do sumting le...
continue nxt time....

Peaceful

today i go 2 skul as usual...same ..oso quiet..
ntg special happened .....
today our skul got a function.
~~minggu bahasa malaysia.~~
got many activities
like...sing song..speech...d most interesting is..
~~drama~~haha...5art stn...geng..
admired ....

tis few day..my sis n bro..sick...
1 week did not go study...
c doctor..3 time....
Luckily..i m not sick..still healthy..hope can keep it well..
haha...

I m still mis my crazy family member..
long time no c them le..
wana wait until holiday jz can meet leh..
but they bz of d fashion show...
anyway..hope they can make perfect in fashion show...
when june..i wil go c the show..
jia you yahzz....
still gt10 day..wana facing exam lol...
try my best to do it well..
oso hope all my fren can passed with flying colour result..


All d best^^
Take care all my fren..
aspecially xin ni
kitty n wenzye...haha

4 may...2009

Cameron highlands trip had finished..tat is a nice trip..haha...
I like Cameron highlands so much...
Air so fresh..so cold...n many strawberry....
hope I can go again....hehe...
go they buy jor many things..
but 4 get 2 buy 4 all my fren..
so i jz give a few fren..paiseh yahzz...


I m very quiet 2day...at skul ntg 2 do...
jz sit there alone...
duno y..b4 i reli very like chatting v fren..
but when i tranfer 2 klang study..
bcm very quiet..i oso nt clear myself ady...

after 2day...stil got 17 day...
after 17 day..wana facing exam..
but after exam..i wil go travel again...
hehe...

1st time write diary at here...
today is public holiday...at home din go anywer..dam brg...
2day wake up very early..b4 i tough wana study sej..
but if i started 2 open d book..
no mood study...
1 day wil passed very fast...exam jz around the corner...haiz...
lazy study nahzzz....
monday my class wil come a new stn..oso same home town v me..
2day gt a fren birthday ..
hope she wil happy owes yah....
tmr my kai ko birthday..haha...
hope drems come true yah...

tis month many ppl birthday nehzzz.....
hope they happy avtime...
tmr go cameron highlands..
hp tat is a happy trip..haha..
continuous nxt time...