I'm bck...

ahah...I'm back after i disappeared for a long time.......
SPM is over for abt 2weeks...
i personally enjoyed it...LOL...
have fun with my family and fren..
I'll miss tis carefree days....

hey hey hey....sumthing to tel U....^^

FUN YEE->I gonna say thanks to you...U've helped me a lot of things during tis 2years...
especially..somethings la...i thing u get wat i mean of....LOL...
my first impression on you is a very serious de fella...and like book warm..haha...
but after i know u..i only noticed tat you're 38 de fella oso....haha...
erm...ur temper don't so "HOT"leh...ppl wil scare wan u know??..bwahaha...
hopefully..u won't chg ur mind to further ur studies in other college...
den we'll be in the same college...and...most important is i can be ur senior...
i think tis feeling is quiet nice....haha...
thanks agn...haha....all the best in ur future...


JIA NI->1st impression on you...fierce fella....but...actually not fierce at all.. somemore very very
childish leh..am i rite?..haha..know y said so?..cos you went to kris house...but you're
interested in her younger sis....bwahaha...somemore play the piano with a
"GOOD TALENT"..haha..stil rmb it???
Like most of fren...we've had our ups and downs..but life is like tat...haha..
stil rmb everything??..i think we can't forget it...haha...i think i'll be ur senior oso rite??
haha...cant cal me xdd d..is ddd(da dd) le..haha..I oso hope everything goes well in ur
future...haha...

one more week holiday...
next week...i'm goin to study at subang inti....
hope avting goes smoothly...hehe..
hey..my frenz...
lets hang out tis sunday weh...
don't ffk yah...see u guys...^^

21 oct..

I'm here to mention tat..my second trial was end up in tis morning...
it's the first time i felt tat i couldn't enjoy after tis trial...
should work harder to do well in SPM..
hah..am i reli will do it??..i doubt...
anyway...don't care abt tat first..LOL...

Oh yah...i jz saw my old fren's blog..
glad tat i saw the title:
"clean out the unhappy event"...
anyway..its good for you...
after i saw tat...
it seem tat many things have happened...
it's prove tat..
time wil chg avting..and it's unexpected...
well..life should goes on and should be happy...
hah...


In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out.
It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being.
We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit....

Recently...!!

Oh..quiet a long time didn't update my blog..
i hv no the mood to update it...
well..i'm here to update now...
first i hv to mention is..
my 2nd trial is just around the corner...
but i not even touch the book..its really
no mood to study...hah..
alright..i'll try my best..
cos tis forecast result is really important for me...hah...

tis few days..am thinking abt my future.
wat course i'm going to take..."no idea"..
should i go for JAN intake or MAY intake??
if i attend JAN intake..i'll never enjoy my holiday...
and too bad...SPM was delayed so it'll be end up at 22/12...
and the JAN intake will begin at 3/1..
tat's y i said tat i cant enjoy much holiday...rofl...
if i attend MAY intake...den wat i goin to do in tis few month??
but its good if i attend MAY intake..
cos i got fren going to attend in MAY intake...
ahhh..i have no idea at all...brain is empty...lol..

Oh..anyway..off to sleep now..
woke up too earlier..
nw feel tired...
have a nice day^^...
May god bless me..rofl...

A short post..

stil having my holiday now...
it'll be end up by tis week....
i've done ntg in tis long holiday
well, i've no the spirit to study
although i know tat spm in coming
while my 2nd trial wil start at 13/10...

Oh yea...jz bought a laptop last week..
finally, i've my own laptop...
and my bro oso have laptop which
jz bought in tis morning...hah...
so, i think we'll spend most of the time in our own room...
lol..

swt=.=..
i hate ppl to show off infront of me...
like scare ppl duuno she gt bf...
why must u do tat??
no one is interest to know abt u and him....
oh no...y tis world hv such a person??
unfortunately..i met...

Life..

I've learned one thing in life
--don't expect too much, in fact, don't expect anything at all,
coz u'll only be disappointed.Expect nothing, expect the worst,
for u'll only be pleasantly surprised--
LIVE FOR TODAY, PRAY FOR TMR...
cos we don't know wat wil happen in the nxt second...!!
Always be appreciate and treasure wat i've now..
and from now onwards i wouldn't blame for anything...
hv to share something tat i've seen in my fren's blog...
Life is beauty, admire it...
Life is a game, play it........
Life is an adventure, dare it...
Life is luck, make it....
am feel meaningful eh..^^
HEY, frenzz...
let us make our life be more colourful and meaningful...



My holiday wil be end up by next week..
i've doin ntg in tis holiday..
i not even touch my books..
am i a form 5 student?? I doubt..=.=

我是幸福的^^

最后
我发现原来我是最幸福的。。
我要的一切我家人都会尽量的满足我。。
虽然
我也有不开心的时候。。
但是至少让我知道
我还有
属于我的朋友。。
属于我的听众。。

或许在学业上
我不是强者。。
但是我家人从不怪我。。
只会对我说，尽力了就好。。
我感谢
我珍惜我拥有的一切...
脑海里突然出现一句话..
"不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有"...
不要等到失去了,才懂得珍惜^^

17th bufday^^

Just a short post abt my bufday^^
show some picture here..
O.o...

I wonder...!!

i wonder how a guy like two gal at the same time...
i wonder how a guy wants to sms vf more than 2 ppl at the same time....
i wonder how a guy want to tell lie...
i wonder how a guy wan to being like tat...
=.=...zzZzz...

friendship..

These few days...
something bad happened..
it's complicated...

FS4E..
=friendship forever...
Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life...
A friend is someone who knows the song in ur heart,
and sing it back to u when u have forgotten the words...
A friend should not says their friends is enemies...
A friend should owes be caring abt u...
tis is all the meaning of friends...

am disappointed when i heard u treat ur friend like tat..
indirectly hurt...
but he didnt blame u...
u should be proud cos
u hv tis kind of friend...
please open ur eye and see
clearly whether who is the best...
mayb u 're not same world with him ...
mayb he is not the fren u wan...
but avthing is arrange by the GOD...
u should appreciate...
if not..
1 day..u wil feel u 're blind
cos u lost tis friend..
but it's too late....
don't keep hurting
ppl agn and agn..
in this world..nobody is perfect...
and u don't think u're the perfect...
U're not..!!

Oh no...

I have something to TELL....
but...nobody hear me..==...
i thought i can jz forget about it...
i thought i can jz don't care abt it...
i thought i can facing anything with a smile...
i thought i can be tough...
but..
too sad...
i can't reli forget it...

Something..

Happiness cannot come from without..
It must come from within..
It is not what we see and touch
or that which others do for us which makes us happy
it is that which we think and feel..
happiness is jz for temporary...
appreciate every moments..
and..
don't forget..
time and tide, wait for no man...

I'm pretend to being a happy person...
pretend tat i'm strong and tough..
especially infront of u guys..
u all are getting backward...
and only know tat important of money...
look down of poor ppl...
talking bad behind of poor ppl...
they're poor..so wat??
r u rich??...
being rich is not full of money...
it 's full of happiness and the caring of family...
plz don't waste ur energy to be a cuckoo in the nest...
if gt time..
y don u just go and do something good...??
y don u just go caring abt ur son or daughter's life??
y u all wan to care abt my future ??
y u all wan to talking bad behind of ppls??.....
and plz la..don't criticize wat we want to do la...
u hv no the right to criticize...
sometimes we didn't say back u...
is just we dun wan to hurt u all...!!
Annoyingness!!
tis post is not for my frens...
not for family members..
is for......!!

LOVE^^

Love is like war..

Easy to began but hard to end...
Love is blind to some people...

Love is all abt trust, caring and sharing...

Stop it!!

I have to says:u should learn how to respect ppl...
although u dunno wat is the meaning of respect...
Jz go and take dictionary for checking..
It's reli an ez action...
Or ur house din have dictionary??
nvm , u can borrow vf me..
i'm willing to borrow u...
if u wan to know the meaning of respect...
i think not only me willingly to borrow dict for u..
i think many ppl oso willing to borrow it for u...
Another thing u should learn is independent...
don't make th small thing to a vry BIG thing...
it's not good for everyone.....
Don't trying to hurt ppl agn and agn...
stop it now plz...
Sometimes u hurt ppl without notice by other...
but u can bluff everyone...u can't bluff urself...
If one time, ur fren do something bad behind u or betray u..
and finally u know it..u notice it..
den i ask u..
wat is ur feeling???
I think u wil feel dissapointed too..
and tat time u hv no the right to say y my fren treat me like tat...
cos u're doing the same thing right now....
tat's all i want to say...

一封信息。。

昨天晚上，收到了一封信息。。
才知道原来昨天是，
七夕情人节。。哈。。
对于我，都没什么特别的啦。。
因为我是单身呀！！

Recently...

A short post abt my life recently...

Ntg special..ntg happen..coz..
It's exam season..1st spm trial...
2 more days..3 more subject...
den the 1st trial wil be end up...
but need to start prepare for the 2nd trial...
lifeless==...

try our best>>

Last time i jz posted tat
5 arts was won the 1st prize in
english week>>drama....
Today..
we are thinking abt the drama
for "minggu bahasa malayu"...
i am ready to accept the result...
anyway..
jz try our best to do it...

Form 5 arts won >>drama for english week...
dam happy cos we broke the record...
1st time the first prize won by f5 arts class...^^
undescribable the feeling....
B4 tat...teacher told us..WE LOST...
we really disappointed....
when monday...
our teacher mentioned our class won..
FUN1 is the ppl who shouted immediately in the hall...
bad news bcm good news..
is really unbelivable....
but the truth is..
FORM5 ARTS WON!!

1 more good news...
is...
i done my art project!!...
passed up to teacher..
hope can get good marks....
hopefully....

..
i couldn't hate ppl without reason....
actually it is ntg...
but urs attitude...
i duno wat to say....
sometimes ppl.stopped talking...
is not we dun wan to let u know..
is jz only we dun wan to hurt u...
plz be clear...
and..
plz respect fren!!

If i can..

If i can..
i wil being a good character...
If i can...
i wouldn't make all of u disappointed..
If i can...
I wil show all my expression as well...
If i can...
I wil try to follow...
But...it's the first time..
i have no experience...
i wil try to follow..
and..
do until all of u satisfied...
I scare i cant does it as well...
i reli scare...
but..right now...
i cant do anything~~~
....

Oh no...

What can i do??
i ady custom tis kind of life...
i scare 1 day...it wil chg~~
although i know it wil chg...
hate the feeling of jealous...
hate the feeling of not concentrate...
right now...
i dont know how i going to express my mood...
it's complicated...
1 day..i wil know wat to do
and i wil write out the things...
but when is tat day??
Don't know ...

now is 11.10pm..
tmr xin ni..wil go sabah le...
right now..
i wan call her but scare she slept...
anyway...
couldn't disturb u lo...
yi lu shun feng...
miz u^^

About her^^

Should upload before u go...
last saturday...my fren suddenly sent a msg for me...
"hey,dear..today free to meet vf me?
tis time must take photo lo..
today wil be the last time v meet...
next time should be on 2011"...
Oh no...it 's such a bad news for me...
didnt get ready to receive tis news..
although i know sabah is not so far...
but my mood~~don't know how to say it out...
I learned many things from her..
somemore she is willingly to teach me without scolding ...
she helps me when i faced any difficulties...
she owes telling me..:"if got anything need my help
jz call me la"..
tis kind of ppl is going to extinct...
anyway..
Ni..i wish u all the best..
take care yahz...
next time when u come back..
i think i ady take car license le...lolxx...
i fetch u next time...haha...


HOPEFULLY^^

Moodless...

moodless..dam moodless tis few day...
its seem many things had happened...
dam complicated~~..
abt family..abt exam etc...
i hope u can feel my world...
and listen to me..but..
unexpected....
although i am not tat kind of good..
but at least i didnt wrongdoing anything...
i hope u can support me...but...
disappointed~~...
ntg to say==

lifestyle..

Form 5 lifestyle...i dislike it...
going to skul and tuition avday....dam bored...
but...no choise...tis is life...
althougt i dislike it..but i force to do it..
and completely it...
Somebody asked me...
after form 5,wat course u going to take??
my ans:i don't know..
now i need to focus in
my coming soon exam..SPM...
i became lazier...don't when i going to study..
...first samester exam...is jz around te corner...
JIA YOU...chee^^

Hopefully...

You told you are serious..isn't???
You told don't try to find an excuse to escape...am i??
You said tat you are waiting..really??
You told me to face it...how??

Anyway...i just want to tel you tat...
don't waste ur time to waiting anymore...
i think tat is no problem for you...rite???
BE MY BEST FREN IS BETTER....
lolx...

Today i went to skul as usual....
but today lesson..dam bored...
I red eye..but i stil go to skul??y??
i scare wil hv a lot of homework..
but finally...
didnt hv any work..
cos today got 2 teacher nvr come..ish...

Wishes!!

Today is shin ken's birthday...he is so shy...haha...
when we take the present for him..his first reaction is ..RUN...
rofl...but finally he got accepted the gift tat v gave..
hope it is useful for him...
Here to wish him 1 more time...
Shin Ken..happy birthday to you^^

WriTe out...

Right now..it's ok for me...
apologize tat i owes ignoring my blog...
The time goes by tick tok tick tok...
i waste my time avday ar..lol...
Tmr..it might be a new start for me...
don't care abt tat..don't think abt tat...
i think i can do it...
+u..CHUI CHEE...
if u think u can u can...
All THE BEST!!^^

jz want to say...

rushed my homework jz now...i supposed to know how to do,but i would faced problem..i should go to ask teacher tmr...a form 5 student should be work harder,it's not like me who is the lazier ppl...i took 10 subject in SPM..can i cover it as well??i asked myself...but i don't whether can cover it as well or not..anyway, i wil try my best...i have keep wasting my time for do useless things and i didn't touch my book in this few days...Tis wednesday i got my art project's title={sambutan hari kebangsaan Malaysia ke-53}..it is not a good title for me...but is myself decided to take it..so i will complete it as good as i can...
undeniable that i feeling moody now...the main cause of moody is i failed my motorcycle test ytd...it have many ppl to comfort me..thanks the care of you all...considering whether stil want to continue until i pass or not...somes may say that is too heavy for me or too difficult for me...someppl asked me..y i take it??i really don't and i know it is no use for me and summore it's dangerous..right now, i don't i should take wat decision...
end up vf..haiz...

galzz...

A girl..who was standing at the T-junction...
she don't know whether wants to turn left or right...
she is thinking...she is considering...
she is praying..
she hopes the GOD would not playing game vf her..
it's not nice to play...
it's a game tat wil make ppl confused....
GOD...lets the game over...
don't play anymore....
I admire tat she was facing the problem vf tough n courageous.....
she didn't give up easily...GOOD JOB...
As a fren...i can't do anything...
jz only can be the listener...
and somemore i won't know the feeling...
SORRY...friends...

Ntg is perfect!!
If u get something too much..
U wil lost something….!!
jz nw i went to tuition as usual..
in my life..
no more happiness..
duno y...
tis few day..some ppl ..
keep asked me one ques...
actually..i didn't like...
definately dun like...
anyway..its ok...

Dissapointed...

我太失望了。。
没想到最后一个希望，也变成了失望。。
我必须接受这个事实了。。。
我必须面对了。。
曾经的我太傻了，
至少我醒了。.
Be TouGh..
^^CHEE^^...

something make sad..
something make me confused...
something i tries to avoid...
something i like..
something i didn't like...
something make me jealous....
something i hate...
something +something=many....

i hv lost my direction....
i don't how to express myself as well...
ntg is perfect in my life...
i'm not thinking negatively...

waiting...
wat i waiting for??
izzit u???
i hope i hv ans...
but i know i wont get...
I HATE U....