Oh no...

What can i do??
i ady custom tis kind of life...
i scare 1 day...it wil chg~~
although i know it wil chg...
hate the feeling of jealous...
hate the feeling of not concentrate...
right now...
i dont know how i going to express my mood...
it's complicated...
1 day..i wil know wat to do
and i wil write out the things...
but when is tat day??
Don't know ...

now is 11.10pm..
tmr xin ni..wil go sabah le...
right now..
i wan call her but scare she slept...
anyway...
couldn't disturb u lo...
yi lu shun feng...
miz u^^